My Life Is Chaos

I want this site to be something. I want to give general tips, practical tips, and shopping tips. I want to help people. I like to give opinions based on experience, logic, and reason. As a husband, a father to three young girls, and a dog owner, my time seems nonexistent.

I always seem pulled away from anything I'm trying to accomplish. While writing this post, my bedroom has already been invaded by my wife and daughters. My dog, somehow, isn't making me pet him, which is a win.

I will not give up on my goal of being an affiliate marketer. I don't plan to make a career out of the work, but it makes sense for my lifestyle. I'm a stay-at-home dad. As an older father, I want to be a stay-at-home dad. I want to be a helicopter parent.

When I was a kid, I lost my father to divorce. I was about 7 years old. The devastation to my psyche is immeasurable.

If I can't be there mentally for my kids, I have difficulty being present; I want to be there physically. After losing my son to SIDS, my grip on their safety has tightened.

I might be gripping too tightly, but I need to feel the control while the moment is here. My oldest daughter will be turning 10 years old this summer, and I know that she's going to turn into a little lady quickly. I see it already. I will not be able to control her. I don't want to control her as she gets older, but I do want to be there when she falls.

My dog, by the way, has quietly perched himself against my lower leg in the last few minutes.

This site is a labor of love. It's meant to be a testament to craft, skill, and writing perfectionism.